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i'm freaking out

i skipped my meds

my life, my heart is on its head



life is good

what the fuck

why must i feel so rough



dumb ass dreams

and thoughts d'jour

wind their way through my world



i feel fucked up

more half, less whole



to be righted

what a wonder to be



but then again

would that be me?



maybe without

a fucked up mind

a broken heart

my life'd unwind



so i sit

doing nothing productive

writing in rhyme

how, seductive!



for any who

have stumbled here

blessed be and now

farewell

on edge

my stomach in knots

anticipation without completion

each day the same

the hope

the wonting

to no avail

for no answer appears



wisdom says

move on

still i wait

my daily vigile

situation set-ups

heart pangs in the night

tomorrow

it'll be tomorrow



i'm sure of it

well, maybe

right?

uhh

i hope

i dunno





please